Tuesday

Knock On wood

Iam sitting in computer engineering and its not fun
Its actually quite boring and im not having fun haha
I thought it would be cool but alas i was terribly wrong lol
Its probably my most boring class,which says alot haha
Oh me and Ian are having a date in a few weeks
Its the only time he doesnt have hockey or a while so we're taking advantage of it haha
Hes really a great guy and i think im really liking him alot
Hes really romantiv and just an all around nice and sweet guy
Hes funny too which helps haha
Oh. . and gorgeous haha but thats just a nesesity
Im lovin him more and more each day and im glad iam:)
Oh and other unrelated news i got a cell phone and im already using it a ton haha
Its an LG rumour and its sexxy of course haha
So thats all thats happened in that last little while
So pretty much life is really good for once. .hopefully it stays that way for a while,knock on wood.

Saturday

I Wanna Elevate Ya Like An Elevator

So there are new developments my dear friends
So the guy i told you about asked me out tonight
I said yes
I was hesitant to and i told him that
He seemed pretty receptive so im giving this a try
Hopefully itll go well:)

Sunday

Pressure Release

So i have met a guy who is insanely gorgeous
He is a hockey player. . yeaa jealous haha
Is he playing me?Is it all for sex?
Who knows really. .he could be blowing smoke up my ass
I mean hes insanely sweet but tis the distance thing again
Oh my its a very stressing factor
But im seeing how things go for now
Not holding my breath and not jumping into anything
Hopefully everything will work out for the best
For once in my life haha.

Thursday

Can I Endure Some More

Well i have not written in a dogs age!Several months actually.
So much has happened that its been a whirlwind of emotions and life lessons
Well i passed grade 11 i should mention. . i dont know how it happened tho haha.
Im now going full time to school and in all honesty its not that bad. . i have some good courses
And its not as horribly torturous as i once thought.
Hm what else is worth mentioning. . oh i had a boyfriend. . he cheated and i broke up with him
Then got back together and,shockingly enough he cheated again. . scum.
Then i was with another guy. . he broke up with me a few days ago to my complete and udder shock.
It was a totaly blindside. .the kind like on reality tv shows where their jaw drops and someone smiles maniacley.
I cried like ive never cried. . it was odd because im not a crier and i just wept. . then found hilarity in television.
My friends say im better off and i half agree. . i mean i wont find someone here but i guess it wont matter when i move to college.
Hopefully Fate will bring good fortune to me for once and stop this giant crap storm of a life its created since last summer.
I dont like sounding this pessimistic and in actuallity life isnt as bad as i make it out to be but its much more dramatic and eye catching haha.
Oh id also like to mention that theres a guy in one of my classes that i find totally and completly HOT so maybe he'll be my chance at happiness. . did i mention hes gorgeous haha.
There isnt much else to mention. . i basically caught up the the last 6 months so ill try and keep this updated as possible because it actually helps me:)