So whatts it gonna take silver shadow believer

Itss Christmas eve.
Im slightly happy to mildly happy
Im not extatic but oh well
Ive been rockin out to a song called Le Disko
Ittss a techno-ey songg. . . i very much like it
*Hello little boys,little toys we're the dreams you believe in*
Christmas is tomorrow and im not looking forward to the dinner part
Im looking forward more to the boxing day dinner
Itdd all be alot better with a boyfriend haha.
Well that is all. . .
Merry F***ing Christmas. . . oh sorry we live in a politically correct society. . .
Happy F***ing Hollidays:p

*EveryTime i See your Bubbly Face*

I love the song "Bubbly" by Colby Caillat
I've been singing it all day
Its almost Christmas. . . so soon:)
Katie might be setting me up with hott boy:)
I hope it works out
I have so much work as ive mentioned
Its as thick as a dictionary,no joke
Its intense im not gonna lie
Well thatss all for now i guess:)

9 days off Chrissstmmass

I havent written in quite some time
There is 9 days until Christmas. . . i am excited
Christmas is always a fun time. . . im slightly unexcited about some parts
Oh well im over it hahaha
I have so much work to do today and over the next month
Its gonna be intense. . . no lie
My first week of diet and excercise is almost over
I already feel great!
I like the feeling that im getting healthier and becoming better as a whole
Back to work. . . if i finish all my work in time i deserve a medal
I mean if i finish it i will have done a semesters worth of work in probably a third of the time
Thats pretty good if i do say so myself:)
I should be working but i got distracted haha
Hopefully ill get a boyfriend. . . i at least want one before Valentines Day
If im alone again on V-day ill be totally. . . emo hahaha no i kid,i kid
Well that is all for noooww

Fantastic for once

Im singing
And Dancing
I feel fantastic for reason
I dont know what it is
I excersised today and feel it
Dance is helpin too
Fun. . . fun thats what im having
But i must work too

ERRRVVERYWHERRRR

AHHH IM IN MY NEW ROOMM!!!!!
Its so very exciting. . . i just had to hook my comouter up first
It took me almost 30 minutes to hang a picture
Yes i am that sad hahaha
Its not perfect. . . theres boxxes errverywherr
I have to get it all clean before i get to bed yay
I get new sheets too!!!
How wonderous!
Im so very excited!!!YAY!

You can run into my arms,its ok dont be alarmed

Im on a road to recovery
I wanted the produtc Proactiv to clear up my skin
My mom got it:)She said she'd give it to me ealry if i wanted
I do. . . i very do!
So i shall have better skin and hopefully better body;)
Im kinda down at times. . . the whole single aspect
I know i cry about that all the time but oh well haha
Maybe once i get all. . . hotty-up,haha,then ill attract some fool
Hopefully thatll be soon haha. . . id hate to spend another Valentines Day alone:(
Mehh i try to be positive but. . . not so effective at times
Hopefully ill meet someone soon. . . whos actually close haha
I seem to always meet guys who are like. . . far away,how bothersome
I need a guy close. . . hopefully when i become HOTT,haha,ill meet one
And hopefully hes not an ass which alot of guys around here seem to be
Oh welll i guess right hahaha